I lost that spark right now, when that day is getting closer.
God, Why?
Is that just because we are too tired of preparing our married reception?
Idk.. I just feeling so blue, and sometimes I think that he isn't love me as much as before we plan to married.
Ah..am I too melancholic? or is it because my pre menstruation syndrome? ah Idk..
But yeah, today i just crying, a little. just because of colbie caillat songs, WE BOTH KNOW.
Why? because it really make me flash back on our story that yeah till today after a year we live together, we both know...what makes us happy, waht makes us sad, angry, weak and yeah that's all make us strong together.. :')
But still I need a space for my self, without thinking 'bout our marriage preparation to get back my sparks for you, for our relationship, for us. Yes for us :')
God, Why?
Is that just because we are too tired of preparing our married reception?
Idk.. I just feeling so blue, and sometimes I think that he isn't love me as much as before we plan to married.
Ah..am I too melancholic? or is it because my pre menstruation syndrome? ah Idk..
But yeah, today i just crying, a little. just because of colbie caillat songs, WE BOTH KNOW.
Why? because it really make me flash back on our story that yeah till today after a year we live together, we both know...what makes us happy, waht makes us sad, angry, weak and yeah that's all make us strong together.. :')
But still I need a space for my self, without thinking 'bout our marriage preparation to get back my sparks for you, for our relationship, for us. Yes for us :')
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