Grey..

Yaps,,talking about pain, I know pain more than the other.
But as some of my friend said that, pain make us think, think make us wise, wise make us still alive.
I try to learn that words, sentence by sentence, take it too deep until I can stand up bravely, and tell the universe that I am a SUPER GIRL, I strong enough to face this life ya, include pain that i got from my past, or my family or job and etc. Every night I used to cry when I grass all my problem and my burden to Alloh, but in the morning I have to act seems like i never have problem, why it could be happen?ya, because Alloh wiped away my tears and create a smile in my lips. I learned my lesson in the past, so that I don't tell my pain again to the other people except my mommy. You know the best person who can keep our secret properly is our Mommy. But out side of people so Alloh is the best our keeper secret and the best advisor. Maybe in the other world side, the girl who has same age with me, life in the nice life, without pain and big burden like me, that's why i suggest them to thank full to our God for the happiness that Alloh has given for you.
Because not all girls or people can have a beautiful life as you do.